A bullying lecturer

Selama saya hidup bersekolah dan menjadi cikgu kat sekolah dan kolej (in universiti jugak) tak pernah la saya jumpa dengan cikgu yang berperangai mengeji student, buat student adek angkat then buli diorang kalau tak dijemput untuk event kolej. Kalau dia tu lecturer kat kolej tak ape la jugak. Ni dah keluar da. You are out of the system already. Ni dah boleh dikira mental and emotion harassment, En. Faizal bin (ntah lah xtau nama bapak dia apa) tolong jgn harass student Cosmopoint lagi. Situasi anda boleh didakwa

10:31pmPykaa

hai mis can i have ur opinion

10:32pmMe

ok...you hv my ears

10:32pmPykaa

am i wrong if i forgot 2 invite somebody 4 bubur lambok

k this is wat i kene

Mohd

salam

woitt
21:56Me

salam..yes sir.. de pape yg bleyh dbantu..
21:56Mohd

apasal xajak saya bubur lambuk
21:59Me

sori la sir...byk bende nk pk nk2 byk projek yg menimbun 2 pun saya minta mis tlg sama2 handlekan yg jemput2 un smua nye pas2 kat org tp kan dah naik kat wall mpp..sori sir..
22:00Mohd

memang xkenang budi

xingat langsung saya yang bgnkan mpp

ko boleh buat tak tau

xpelah

aku xnak dengar apa2 lagi thankx

ini balasanya

10:33pmMe

not really.cz u were bz kn?

10:33pmPykaa

yes..pastu call me bodo..

10:34pmMe

this is sir faizal?

10:34pmPykaa is offline.

10:34pmPykaa is online.

10:34pmPykaa

his at his new school nw

yes

yes

this is sir faizal

10:34pmMe

u din invite me jugak...okay je

10:35pmPykaa

do i hv 2 jemput every single lectrr that out from this kolej

hergh...

sori mis

10:35pmMe

nope...r u very close with him?

(i dun mind x jemput...n u xpyh jemput...u nk u pergi tu je what I meant)

apelah u ni...nk jmput everybody...its just crazy

10:36pmPykaa

oh..

mane ade close...

thats y..

he aspect me to me 2 remembr him org pun ade keje nk wat

nasib baik mis faezah tlg saya

10:38pmMe

hmn...he's just psycho...u tau kan I ngn miss faezah pernahsound dia kat mmp wall?

10:38pmPykaa

ade ke mis

10:38pmMe

but i rasa mcm x elok pulak, so i suruh musa delete

10:38pmPykaa

x thu citer

10:38pmMe

haah, it was there for about half a day, about graduation night

dia pernah ajar u?

10:40pmPykaa

penah sem 1

thats y i dnt say aku ko2 at him bcos his my sir

mm

10:40pmMe

hmn...xbetul lah dia tu, Riena pn kena

he's the one yg pelik la Pika

10:41pmPykaa

yes rina n atira oso kene

10:41pmMe

are troubledby his remarks?

10:42pmMe

mcm susah hati dgn kata2 dia

10:43pmMe

kata2 dia mmg menyengat...esp dia ckp u bodo

10:43pmPykaa

yayaya..

sakit ati

mm die ingt die the best

aduh...

10:44pmMe

I rs if a teacher ckp student bodo, he shudnt be respected

10:45pmPykaa

tq mis...

n the best part is he already buang me from his fb

n like it he think im about itgonnan cry

mm

10:46pmMe

Owh...I dah barr dia from my FB...he is like a lalat to me.

10:46pmPykaa

all the lecturer yg saya da jumpa ni satu lecturer yg mmg ln dr yg ln

hahaha

nice one lalat

10:46pmMe

Accomplishment baru sejemput nak buli org...so I x suka. N dia attack student lak tu

abusing his position as an ex lecturer

x patut n irresposible

Pika, can I tell this to others? I think they need to know so other lecturer can tell him dia dipantau untuk tidak buli student

10:50pmPykaa

hmm how to tell mis..

i dunno

put at wall

mm

n about buli

mmg ramai yg kene

kebanyakn girl

die suka wat adik angkat pastu mesti berkepit wimith h

10:51pmMe

I put up in my blog n tag other lecturer...cz this is already a type of harrassment (mental)

10:52pmPykaa

ok set

i on only

my friend oso ask to tell all mpp's

Bagi lecturer Cosmopoint yang tahu, siapa lagi nak backup student kita? Tak kan hal kecil ni nak buat student rasa serba salah. Yang membuli ni pulak macam nak lepaskan masalah dan stress dia kat orang lain. Jadikan org lain punchbag. Rasanya sesiapa masih in contact with En. Faizal (sbb saya da barr dia) tag lah utk memberitahu kita memantau. Kalau sekali boleh la nak tutup sebelah mata, ni dah banyak kali, jangan sampai naik kepala.

This is a Photograph of Me

I have thought that I lost a sister today. I thought I have lost her because of my fault. But indeed, I looked back, I have not hurt her as badly as she has. I have been hanging onto the fact that she is a sister that I kept on blaming myself for things I am not sure I have done.

In actuality...I have not lost her, she lost me. I had enough of her treatment. In actuality I am very happy. Looking back at my pictures, I have grown confident with myself. This is a Photograph of Me.

The title I adapted from Margaret Atwood of a woman's 'disappearance'.

This is a Photograph of Me
It was taken some time ago
At first it seems to be
a smeared
print: blurred lines and grey flecks
blended with the paper;

then, as you scan
it, you can see something in the left-hand corner
a thing that is like a branch: part of a tree
(balsam or spruce) emerging
and, to the right, halfway up
what ought to be a gentle
slope, a small frame house.

In the background there is a lake,
and beyond that, some low hills.

(The photograph was taken
the day after I drowned.

I am in the lake, in the center
of the picture, just under the surface.

It is difficult to say where
precisely, or to say
how large or how small I am:
the effect of water
on light is a distortion.

but if you look long enough
eventually
you will see me.)

Margaret Atwood

I would consider that she is being drowned by her surrounding engulfing her presence from the society. I would not let anyone make me feel that way. She is a nobody now that she treated me unconditionally heartless. I will be strong, I will be relying my life to God, I believe in Karma. I will avoid from hurting others whom I love. I have a good friend for a very good advice who would condemn me if I do wrong and who would approve of me when I do right, but I know deep in her heart she is purely wanting me happy. "Be a Tree, Big Tree, Tall Tree"...I want to add..."bear Fruits of Happiness"