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Ya Allah, baikkanlah keberkesanan perbuatanku dalam segal urusan dan selamatkanlah diriku dari kehinaan dunia dan azab akhirat.

Ya Allah, tunjukkanlah aku kepada perkara yang benar itu adalah benar dan pandulah diriku supaya mengikutinya dan tunjukkanlah diriku perkara yang batil itu adalah batil supaya aku meninggalkannya.

If I am angry, calm me down.

I have read somewhere once long time ago about anger. Rasulullah s.a.w. adviced Aisyah r.a to calm him down when he is angry, and he would too calm her down when she is angry. If not, there is no need of the marriage.

I was exhausted up to the point of losing my head. I wass VERY tired and my body is sore because I have to hold up between breastfeeding, holding and patting Aidan to sleep. Everything is sore! I was in the same position for nearly 3 hours managing such stressful situation without a break. Aidan was throwing a tantrum and being very difficult.

Be my 'Awan Nano'

I sort of listened to this song after it was awarded the best in AJL (Anugerah Juara Lagu). I have not listened to it until the end (not even once). So I listened carefully this time. I actually cried. Aaaah! Anything family-bonding related could get me into crying stupor. Especially when I am in a sensitive mode succumbing to pity-me mood.

My Leetle-Beetle Baby

This is Aidan Eusuf
From the first moment I see him, my heart melts. But I always keep in mind that he is the first born, a boy at that, the first in both families. So the eldest among later-to-be-cousins. Imagine later in life when all of us are old, he might be the one families would rely on. So...I am determined to make him into a VERY useful person :D

Medela Freestyle Breastpump...I have ordered!

I have never imagine a breastfeeding gadgets can be so expensive. Normal price is RM2k+. I bought it through my friend which bought it in UK at RM1,350. Everyone must have thought that breastfeeding a baby saves alot since you do not need to buy formula milk. I did too! So now I knew that it can cost thousands. Sigh...I feel my pocket gets emptier.

Google Adsense first check...WHEEEE

After trial and error with Google Adsense, I got it!!! USD115.96. How long I have been trying? Hehehehe...2 years! If you get this check every month you must have thought "this girl is pathetic". I know!!! I feel like that too. After two years?!

My first check from Google Adsense :D

Well I was clueless in the beginning. Sometimes no clicks AT ALL for days. Then a penny showed up then sometimes more than a penny...I have given up honestly. Then I started to do my husband's blog for his marketing purpose. Then the earnings got better as the traffic got better. Wah! I thought I could do it.
I have improved my traffic in a few ways, but one that works best is by Google Adwords. Yep I pay to get paid. Actually, I gain more if I add it up with the amount of customers that bought cars (he sells cars) from my husband, which was the main reason I created the blog anyway. I only pay Adwords RM2.00 per day. That's RM60.00 per month. Okay laaaa. Not so expensive compared to advertising it in the papers n mags.
So now the traffic is good, I get approximately USD23.00 every month. That is about RM71.76. So I get RM10 profit :DD Yeah...I know that's like a healthy sum of cavities. But the effort and the return is so worth it. I feel so happy. (Is this counselling session or whattt?). Now I feel a bit pathetic. I hope I could do better. I am finding ways to do it somehow. So please be my sifu.

P.S: I just knew that if you have foreign check, you need to bank it in at the branch which you made your account. I created mine when I was a toddler at JB(can't even sure the branch is still there), so I created a Melaka branch just for this purpose. FYI

Updates updates! What happened in January

and before January...
Oh my goodness,
How long has it been since I've written anything in my blog. Aaaaanything at all. Since August 2011? Dang! That's like centuries ago. Wow...there are so many updates. Happy stuff, crazy stuff, emotional and sad trashes too. So it's January 2012. The world still lives on even though the Mayans said it's over by now. I am living fit and healthy but here are the 'small' changes since I wrote anything in here:

Aidan Eusuf poring his feeling when being cuddled.

1. I'm a mommy!!! Yay! My baby boy now is 3m+, Aidan Eusuf. I am soooo not going to count by the days, hours and minutes like mommies usually do. Well, I used to do it too, but I ended up being very lazy and stopped halfway before Aidan even reached 1m. I sometimes feel he has grown too much at a short time. I am wishing he could stay small and cuddly until he's 20...yeah...I know...fat chance...the fattest chance ever :D
2. I am investing on  breastfeeding gadgets. I am hoping I could BF Aidan until he's 2 yrs old. Good luck to all other mommies and mommies-to-be. I am so jealous of mommies who have succeeded in BFing their child until 2y. Honestly...it is challenging. How much is the investment? RM1350 for a pump. Abah would have a popped eye if he knows this. I never remember Mak use any gadgets, even our bottles are the cheap ones. Good ol days huh.
3. There's this story I am willing to tell. I hope Hubby allows it to be public. But we were scammed RM30k+++. I am ever so wondering how did we survived all this while. That will have it's own segment :D I want to share as my positive intention to people out there to be careful of scammers. They are the lot that you should stuff garbage up their *** (use your own creative imagination ;P)
4. What else? What else? Oooooh! This is a must to tell. I am starting a tuition centre. Yep yep. I think I could start and should start anyway. There is not much competition as I see (around Bukit Katil, Melaka). I am hoping to start English lesson for upper forms. Mainly on writing. I want to teach that writing can be so fun!!!
5. One more stuff! I received my payments from Google Adsense!!! Yahoooooooo! The moment I got the check, I felt like I am soooo capable of being rich (the reality sank in 5 minutes after that...), so I feel I would want to go on with the plan of updating this blog, hubby's blogs (he has two - which I created AND manage for his business, lucky guy eh?)