I was exhausted up to the point of losing my head. I wass VERY tired and my body is sore because I have to hold up between breastfeeding, holding and patting Aidan to sleep. Everything is sore! I was in the same position for nearly 3 hours managing such stressful situation without a break. Aidan was throwing a tantrum and being very difficult.
I just need support. That's all. A caring question. An offer of glass of water. Husband was watching tv and having a relaxing time of life. It happens when I accidentally snapped at him. He snapped back. Thus, I snapped.
No need elaboration, but the situation got worse. I was terribly sad and disappointed. How could he did this to me. What do I need to do to make him understand. I feel drained. I had humbly ask him to soothe me, yet he just let me be. How could he. So, I am again a bad wife doing things I am not suppose to do. I did it and felt remorse. But what is most remorseful is husband's attitude. He did not change.
Help me. I don't want to keep on drowning. Did I always complained about him, that I am not content with what Allah has given me...Such sad day, such disappointing day
